For quite a while I wasn't able to log in to my account cos' I forgot my password. This is called in Turkey 'ozru kabahatinden de buyuk!' yeah I know, the direct translation for this is: 'the excuse is bigger than the fault'. Something like that. :) What am I doing now.. I am trying to write! Somehow I can't write at the moment! Writing about 'Ramadhan in Malaysia' in order to publish it in a projected website which actually I'm one of the volunteered student on this project. However, it's like, I'm waiting for a single word to come and yet to start but it'snt coming! I can't write in my language anymore! It's the worst part of it! By the way, I'm in Turkey maybe I forgot to mention before. From now I have less than one month to go back to Malaysia. This is my first Ramadhan after 4 years spending in Malaysia.
There is a huge burden on my shoulders nowadays as I am waiting for someone's respond. And you do know that I really don't like to wait! Why is my life between something and something, always! I have to make a decision, there is always an important decision, always in my life and I'm tired of being between. What am I talking? Aren't we between our 'birth' and 'death'. So, let's say this is all humanbeing's destiny, being between or in the middle. And I'm asking to you how can you make me relaxed this much, all the time?! Good night babe! ;)
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