All my positiveness has gone away when I've heard something. But still I'm trying.. I'm stuck in the library as the rain is very heavy and I do not have an umbrella. You know I'm taking only one subject in this semester, the one I cannot run away from and the one I am so in love with, Organic chemistry! Organic chemistry made my university life, still couldn't understand why as a biology student I have to learn it very deeply. The new students are taking bioorganic chemistry but me, I still have to take the old one. You know me, an unlucky person who struggle to survive. Actually I have to go to work, I am working part-time in my friend's restaurant, Istanbul Restaurant in Arked Cengal. Today is suppose to be my last day because I am gonna quit. This letter character and the new form of the blogger made me write more. Now I cannot stop writing.. So many things to share but no time (and also internet connection in my room) to update them! Last time I wrote to you I was in Turkey and now I am back to Malaysia for almost 4 weeks. Too many changes in my life.. I think I am also changing day by day.
Nowadays I am having hard days because of my gastritis. It came back when I started to work in the restaurant. That's one of the reason I quit today. To not feel the pain I am doing a hunger. I only drink ginger tea with little amount of honey. It's been 3 days that I haven't eaten.
I talked with my previous supervisor about part-time job for any vacancy. She will sit down and discuss at first and maybe I can work with her by next week (pray for me!). There are some job opportunities more but I want to work in Lab most, it will be more useful for my academic life. New experiments, new techniques.. the idea makes me exciting even from now. Also if I can get this job, I will be able to do the last shot to complete the overall project and publish it which was already my final year project.
It was nice to see you again my dear! Have a nice day!
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