.......from the infinite to the infinite.......

Where can I go? Where may I be somewhere else except the world? Don't you think the world is not clean and white nowadays? Is the space big and clear enough for me? Will that satisfy me? I just want to be lost inside the time now. I don’t want to live for some time. No breathing, no people, no problem, nothing. Yes, very rarely I feel like this, I think it is the time I feel in that way. Don't worry. Do not try to fix me, I am not broken.